emotionally undefine.




爱是不是不开口才珍贵.




omc,
can you believe it?
manutd draw at nou camp.
RAH!
the first minute was like uh RAH!
i was like thinking its a good time for me to do manicure or pedicure!
hence, taking out my necessary equipements for the session.
then i heard from the commentary board,
PENALTY!!
i stopped everything & stared hard on the tv screen.
OMC!
my heart jumped out when he missed it.
i was like sian-half!!
RAH!
everyone was like discussing about this when i met alan, jianliang & junhao.
!!!



i am almost rotting for the whole evening, as class ends at 4.
an hour earlier.


but thanks to yann xinglin aiman sheng & muhd.
had my usual girls' talk at cavana with the girls.
and bumped into aiman & sheng at coffee bean thereafter.
they call it the mayflower gathering.
haha.
basically, we were gossiping about teachers ; the good and the bad.
i miss my teachers who taught me.
they are sooooooooooooooooo nice!!
i miss ever comical chemistry "sister" mrs carol lau (well she is just a few years older than me!) , mr raj, mr tong NIKE, my friendly and gossiper-in-partner F&N teacher MDM DEWI, the ever funny & best geography teacher mr edwin chew!!, my SUPERNICE MOTHERLY MRS GOH!, ms sophie ng & others whom i cant really name finish all.......
& of cus rottenly gossip about some teachers of their BAD BAD BAD EVIL.
oppps!



then muhd came,
and it become a SP kind of gathering.
chatted about band.
syf 2005, stars of dreams concert in 2004, guest band at penang's syf 2005 & the upcoming concert!!!

photo epicts everything i want say~
wallace, mart, zh kor are coming!
sapphire too!
i am asking more people to go!
(:



sorry to bytch,
i know i am suppose to meet you for evening coffee at starbucks.
but i caught up with something, ya! hope you understand thou! (:
& i will blog about your stupid jokes on me later! (:
sorry to royson,
i know i am suppose to meet you at alpha.
but i caught up with something, ya! hope you understand too! (:
LOL.



today was lunatic.
met ahtek & ahho for bowling before class.
louis came. bert came after i left.
bowling is like so bad can!!
as usual, hitting my left ankle~
RAH!



lollipop tmr.
seems like alot of people going.
(:
that's a good sign.



&
the stupid joke(s) that auntienicole crack on me few days ago.
so stupid can!
nicole: i found out one thing about you, jokes about you infact
me: what? mytian~
nicole: the types of guys you always attract are either __________ or _______.
me: hmmm, agreeable. that's why they are my boyfriends right? & that's why we broke up right?
nicole: ya! but it's a good thing, come on!
me: ya funny?
nicole: nono, and the guys you are attracted to are normally __________, _________ but they treat you damn nice after all.
me: hmmm, ya. quite true... what you want to prove?
nicole: nothing.
me: then i tell you one joke.
nicole: what?
me: my ex arhs, their surnames in order (most of my ex starts with L), lim low liew, then hor, my next one right must be lee!!
nicole: -_-
me: i am destressing myself.
nicole: ya, SEAN LEE JIA QING!
me: my god, when did you ever see me talking to him?
nicole: hmmmm, like never leh.
me: then!?
nicole: nothing.
me: actually lah, i like ahong. i like ahhow, ahang, ahtan, ahho, ahng!
nicole: why all the ah comes out?
me: cannot arhs!


fyi,
the ah thingy came about between me and elishaMOO!
haha. (:



before i end,
before i shut down this computer,
before i head to bed,
before i doze off,
before i start to dream,
i want to express a little randomthought of mine.




about 2 months ago,
the day before i fly off, i was so much that happy but a little upset.
eventually, i had complete a little task that i want to do before i fly off.
to spend some good time with my good friends
& i did so.
i had spend time with you thou not just us alone, but i am very happy indeed.
and also with my brothers.


somehow,
i dont know why.
you make me feel tralalalalalala~ when i am away in china.


when i came back.
everything was like you-know?
seriously i dont know what to put.
lost for words.!
happy?
somehow i do really hope everything stays there.
我真得很开心!
seems like ages since i last felt so happy.
and there's always a but.
the but factor came in not long ago.
i told myself, i ought to treat you like a brother.
but i know i am decieving myself.
cant deny the fact that i've fallen into the pithole called love.
my sixth sense told me that there is someone out there too, trying to reach for you.
and i know i got to give up somehow, well, that's my character fyi, and not to make it more complicated than ever.
我们之间已尽很复杂了,如果再加上多一个她, 不是会更复杂吗?



kept dreaming about you and i.
everything was so sweet but come to realise i just woke up from a dream that might never be true.
for the past few days,
i was almost in a daze-mode.
daydreaming in class at times about this stupid silly matter.
ought to give myself a slap about it.
greatly thanks to lurvies, alan, junhao, yirong & gladys for their advice about my doubts for the past few days.
thanks to stan and ahtek too (:
especially ahtek! this morning got to trouble you so EARLY in the morning about it & sorry that you are the last few to know about it.
):
thanks to my girlfriends too!
(: (: (:



there is still a doubt in me before i end.
think only you got the answer..
no need to think, is ONLY YOU that have the answer.
why must i go for the thing when i think i dont see a need for me to?
and am i suppose to say sorry to you about that night?



ciao,
till then.


忘了是怎麼開始
也許就是對你有一種感覺
忽然間發現自己以深深愛上你


i looked around me,
something is missing.
& that's you and the things we once shared.

losing count & maybe confidence.



here i am in the class blogging.
well, i know i am suppose to LISTEN in class and not blogging now.
but seriously, i am falling asleep soon.
the curse of the tuesday afternoon class just runs in me.
RAH!
so bored can!
lurives went to the main library to do her online shopping instead of staying in class to do it cus of the lecturer had been looking at her.
RAH!
i am so bored.


someone said, i am MIA-ing again.
well, i am not.
cus last week had been hell of nonsense and bad stuffs happening.
RAH!
wasnt in the right mood to blog at all then.


so, here goes my maybe-long entry.
my manager left the company.
leaving aunt jane and rick to be the head incharge of the store now.
gredine, shuyi & peiping leaving too.
casey soon will be leaving too.
and i had submit my resignation speech verbally to aunt jane.
that makes it that the whole store got to survive without any part-timers.
myGOD~


and my fellow colleagues were suffering hell last week at work after the announcement of his resignation.
pea-size brain woman came and others too.
they were shifting things from here to there.
and there to here.


think aunt jane and rick have lots of jobs to cover now especially when Danz and James left.
covering the store admin & manager's jobs
):


and i hereby hope James will find a better job out there and hope that his superior is much a better person & not meeting people like the pea-size brain woman.
i shant say who is it.


still, i hate that freaking woman who complained about me, sheila & teng.
RAH!
now the thing came to a light.
the woman is just basically there to make a scene there that leads to everything.
and i wrote a page long of report for Jasmine,my senior manager.
and seriously, the lady is in the darn wrong can!
WE DID TOLD HER ABOUT IT, AND SHE BLOODY SAY OK! AND NOW SHE IS TURNING AROUND TO COMPLAIN US FOR NOT WANTING TO DO HER BUSINESS.
BLOODY SHYT~!


RAH RAH RAH




band on saturday.
everything was fine as i suppose.
GM is flooding my mind all the time.
i even set it as my ringtone for my phone
i'm loving GM!
28 JUNE!!
SW & SA in concert ; in celebration of SMB's 10th Anniversary!!
(:
i love GM.
!!
and the other pieces we were playing!
(: (: (:
dont ask me what we were playing, you will know when you go for the concert!
(:



walked home one night.
met crazy & he was kind enough to walk me home.
& he asked me the same questions he always ask when he met me.
and he always ask these 2 questions and is for sure!
like ages since we met, my tian~

him: so now you got boyfriend anot?
me: no lah.
him: then how's your love life.
me: complicated.
him: walao, why your answer never change one, everytime i ask, you got the same reply one.
me: haha, no la, really is what.
him: what happened?
me: blah blah blah
him: intersting eh. finally something different after so long.
me: wth~

sad to say, crazy is enlisting in july,
i may miss him you know!
:x



training resume yesterday.
ahtek ming oyster didnt come!
xiaohui & karen having itp ):
so boring at training.
but, we trained spares which is something i am suppose to love & i think i am loving it.
LOL.
spare 7 & 10.
(:
butbut, when playing game it was that SHIOK cus everyone was striking for free & imagine the atmosphere then!
(: (: (:
i love my spb. :x
butbutbut i am on cloud 9 cus i hit 197 from my redwolf!
(:
i love my baby ; redwolf!



lollipop this friday with my oitp mates.
band on saturday and back to sp for some bowling.
lunching with my oitp mates and Mr LOO!!
i am really packed so i might be mia-ing again.
opps!


cca drive next week,
hopefully everything runs well.
(:



alright,
lecturer going to go through new topic now,
and i wasnt paying attention to the previous one, my GOD.
i am good student.
:S
ohhi,hilo
ciao
till then.




i once compared you with him,
i said, you are more appreciative in what i do than him.
at least you wont went MIA after sms-ing a few messages, unlike him.
but now, you are really becoming to be like him.

i finally found this song~

280th post.
oh great.


year3 isnt really that fun after all.
not until i killed 1540595585225632585 of my braincells at LT4A(A) this afternoon, cracking on what to do.
then lurvies & I decided to stick with jianliang's itp project - the INTEGRATED RESORTS AT MARINA BAY~
oh man!


without CIE,
which is CREATIVE, INNOVATIVE & EXCELLENCE for long,
then 20% of my FYP marks can fly away~
*zoom*
in short, we must invent new technology, ideas and whatever stuffs to something to happen.
myGOD~
RAH RAH RAH.


but anyway,
i want to thank ian, karen, stan, ahtek, bracesboy, uncle kit, daryl, siong, keeyong & royson for helping me to crack their braincells to think of this chemical X thing - white cement, epoxy etc.
special thankies to Royson, cos' i called him when he was driving and he had to concentrate driving and thinking this chemical X thing for me!
anyway, GEMINIs can multi-task LEH!
(:
but i wont thank you for stepping on my sandals throughout the meeting & interrupting me whenever i talk.
RAH!




chemical X~
i must love chemicalX.
but what on earth is chemicalX?
RAH!
without its identity, there goes my FYP!
hunting for chemical X!
RAH!


fyp blues.
in cartoon network,
sugar + spices + chemical X + everything nice = powerpuff girls.
in my fyp,
water + chemical X = waterproofing membrane for basement.
(please dont tell me white cement! PLEASE!)

i am going nutty`


but before that,
ahtek makes me laugh which somehow let me destress ALITTLE, but still quite stress after what i heard from his reply.
but what on earth makes me sooooooooooooooo stress over that stupid silly question that i asked him.
RAH! my mind isnt thinking right again.

he asked,
why got goalpost one?
is my drawing soooooooooo pathetic that a table looks likes goalpost, maybe it do from my second look at it!
opps! :x
& i never knew i will draw something to show my friends or to explain to them some stuffs which is so hard to type in words.
RAH!


i am going nuts.

hellos,
14 april 2008 marks my first day of Year 3 in Singapore Poly.
well,
it doesnt seems n-o-r-m-a-l to me.
unfamiliar faces i saw.
missing my old classmates.
missing my darlings whom had graduated, bet they are at home shaking theirs legs while waiting for the upcoming taiwan tour.
RAH!


they said,
year 3 gonna be slack.
as for some,
they say it got to be busy.
in my own thoughts,
i think it got to be getting busy soon.
(:


met Sheng.
went school together, had breakfast at FC2.
class was alright.
land planning & development and estate agency & marketing
the class is somehow/somewhat noisy.
but i felt so strange and alone.
lurvies skipped class.
at least jun & alan were there, but they got into their own conversation thou.
:\

come to think,
in year2, whenever i am bored, i will just scribble some words on my notes and shoved it to alicia or shu.
words like, i am bored, this lesson is ZzZ, BORING! and etc.
now, i had no one to write to.
): ): ):


class ended quite early,
met Josh at SPGG.
Stan came thereafter.
bowl a couple of games.
was at least better than i thought it will to be.
like Stan said, 小红狼 is feeling well today.
(:


yet again,
met Sheng after his class & head back to SMB.
do up library works for SA.
rushed back to SP to meet wormy.
he was late as he ended work quite late.


bowl again.
somehow/somewhat better.
but still NOT AS GOOD AS WHAT I WANT MYSELF TO ACHIEVE.
:\
am i really not focusing on my lines?
30.25
10.15
Stan said, i am not focusing/concentrating during training.
am i?
-sigh-



school was FUN today for contract admin & costing.
Mr Ong was cracking jokes throughout the lesson.

i wondered if it was the curse of the tuesday afternoon class.
tues afternoon class just makes me sleepy everytime.
from econs then to the present estate agency class.
RAH!
myGOD~


well,
i got to go soon.
meeting Yann & Weide at mac in few minutes time.
bless me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIMONE JIE!!
missingyou still`



it is raining meowsandwoofs now.
i wonder when was the last time it ever rains in singapore.
i miss suzhou's weather! :x



i had a rottenly boring sunday afternoon,
do nothing but rotting.
sunday ; they called it family day.
but my dearest dad&mum are hiding in my room watching dvds while i've been hook on the computer for like hours?
wonder when will it be a time when we will actually head to some malls for shopping?
RAH!



i had a nice warm shower with lavender bath salts.
i smell lavender around me.
oooo, i sounds like one lunatic, but seriously as i said in my previous entry, i am deeply "diagnosed" with insomnia.
Yan Qing said lavender do help somehow.
so i am trying it with my lavender bath salts & eventually have my aromatherapy burns up in my room.
(: (: (:
hopefully it do helps me tonight.
i dont want to have yet another sleeping to be like nap & napping to be like lying on my bed.
that's practically what had been happening this few nights.
myGOD~



horribly,
training wasnt going on right for me.
):
ever since after exams,
everytime i bowl, the ball will sure hit my left ankle at least TWICE for every training whenever i released, never fail to.
& last night something amazing happened.
(:
i mis-slide (is there such a word?).
fell & kneel down ; slide for about 1 inch towards the foul line.
& the ball went rollingrollingrolling&rolling.
STRIKE!
and i was like uh.
lucky the bowling alley is only one auntie and her child, Stan, Ahtek & Bert.
myGOD!
so paiseh can!?!?
i scarped my knee! & it hurts badly.
RAH!


school starting tomorrow,
and i felt so retarted.
it got to be another dreading session tomorrow when i meet Sheng for school tomorrow.
kind of excited cos' my 儿子 is in the same school as me!
school of the built environment.!
but kind of feeling shyt that school reopens tomorrow.
lesson till 3, think i am going back SMB myself to get the scores done up for SA.
all my senior librarians are busy.!
songern having school till 5 so does huda, lingwei too.
ivy going thailand today.



should i head back to school after that?
infact, should i bowl tomorrow?
(look at my left knee`)
): ): ):
just to realise, they might not have lanes for me.
RGS having training tomorrow too at GG.
myGOD~
this is shyt!
RAH RAH RAH!


i am feeling so random to even post this entry.
):
hopefully tomorrow classes turns out good.
(:
not excited nor dread to see new classmates.
i am feeling nothing.
imagine your new class is having about 7 people from your year2 class and the rest are from the other stage.
(shy-)
haha, i dont think i will go to the extend of going to one corner and hide myself thou!
(: (: (:



yet again, i am repeating,
school's starting tomorrow.
& i have tons and tons of stuffs left uncompleted.

• alpha agenda
• scores for sa
• cca drive ppt
• clearing up my messy studytable
• clearing up my closet
• clearing up my shoe cupboard (mum's complaining about the amount of footwear i got!)
• ball cleaner
• 2ball roller bag (time for me to return jun's bag to him!)
• chompchomp & laupausat.
• bowl like there's no tomorrow

#random
i am eyeing sakae sushi for dinner.!
and my right eye is twitching heavily, is it a bad sign?

RAH!
i had a bad week.
totally bad, rotten, ugly & unpleasant one.
))))))):


suffering from insomonia for straight 3 to 4 nights.
Yanqing & Chai Yoon asked if i am feeling troubled,
and i said no
& how on earth and why am i having sleepless nights.
RAH!


having heavy/bad mood swing lately.
(my mind is picturing some pendulum swinging~ ; OMT!what on earth am i thinking!?)
so ANYONE if i had shout at you, please mind me!
& i am truly sorry!
i know i had been throwing temper around, at work, to friends & .. ya,i think that's all, friends and at work.
(:
opps!
对不起!!



well, of cos certain things are just making me THAT PISSED.
that's for sure!
imagine you have do up so much for a proposal & all your plans have done up & you meet up with your fellow friends to discuss everything, then your LM top management called you and say, kick off the idea which you have been preparing for 3 months near 4! (darn!)
well, i dont think i am the only one who got pissed right. especially to those who had helped me looked into the matter when i was in china. MY GOD!
(look at rina & company!)
whatever~



one of the most annoying nonsense i ever heard,
one customer gonna complained about me & sheila,
whatever, as what i had told to the other 5-6 people, she is d*** freaking whatever, that i somehow got the urge to slap her.
well, not only me but a couple of the people i told to, do want to whack/scold her.
(i am repeating it for the sixth time and so the story goes~)


senario 1 : a dress with the security tag.
customer: can you get me a new piece ? (pointing to the dress)
me: this is a last piece.
customer: the tag is making the dress out of shape.
me: wont lah~
customer: is it all the items here have the tag?
me: ya, its for security purpose.
customer: really out of shape lor, later here loose loose then the other side so tight. not balance.. TSK! (walked away)


minutes later,
senario 2 : the inner wear. (mind you, it's still the same person!)
background info : muji's innerwear aint suppose to be try on unless it is a sample piece. DUE TO HYGIENE PURPOSE!
customer: you got this innerwear in M size?
me: hold on, i go and take for you.
(hand her the NEW PIECE!)
customer: (walked into the fitting room with the NEWPIECE & the dress earlier on)
me: (whisper) sheila, the lady walked in with the innerwear new one leh!!
sheila: huh!
customer: (walked out) i look better in M mah huh? like very tight hor?
sheila: no lah, M size can lah, just nice for you.
customer: no lah, L like more nicer leh, M like so tight.
sheila: no lah. M looks nice for you.
customer: L size better leh, hmm.you got the L size new piece mah huh!?
me looked at sheila.
sheila: dont have.
customer: really arh
sheila: ya



minutes later,
the customer walked back and asked for sheila and my name.
so you know what it happened!
i am a sales person, if customer wants it i will get it for her. got business also dont want do. blah blah blah is all the customer say when she left.
RAH!
if you are really someone in sales line, shouldn you know that clothes are suppose to have security tag attached to it? & you cant somehow force the retail assistant to detached the security tag just for you, MY GOD I THINK I AM THAT STUPID TO EVEN OPEN UP THE THING FOR YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE, DARN! & the more you should know that innerwear aint suppose to try, MY GOD!


i am so pissed that day, that the F word nearly came out of my mouth.
RAH!
well, at least Aunt Jane & Rick know what i mean & how angry i am.
my supervisors are sooooooooooooooooooo nice! (: (: (:



whatever, she just spoilt my mood that day.



&&
to andy, royson & sean:
thanks for giving me yet-another-silly suprise at work by faking as customers.
& sorry that i didnt join you guys for supper that night. (:

you guys always have tons and tons of ideas to surprise me.
either by acting like one customer to ask me for a basket or when i am scribbing something & asked me for "help".



met up with my oitp mates to ECP on friday ;; cycling!!
only 8 of us turned up.
ade me kailing el
jianming yuyu ronald yuzhi.

elsinta & me!

jianming el & me!

kailing el & roomies!

she was the last one to cycle up the tower.


& i did an amazing thing, and that is to cycle up & down the tower in one shot!
(:


went parkway hawker for dinner.
shopped around.
headed to geylang for DURIAN via Ronald's van.
lucky he drove a van today!


one stupid joke that was told on the van..
as ronald was driving, he asked yuyu to help him to text a message to his friend.
ronald: blah blah then send it to Ben.
yuyu: where got Ten?
ronald: is ben lah, where gt people call Ten one..WALAO!
yuyu: WHAT! my surname is Ten leh, what's your problem.
ronald: yours different lah.
yuyu: what. maybe got someone's surname is Nine leh! Nine Yuyu.
ronald: wah pian! what's your chinese surname
yuyu: teng yuyu lah.
adeline: huh, no shi (十) yuyu mehs!
yuyu: teng lah.
adeline: huh i got conned for 2 years almost 3 !
me: huh, he year 1 already say is teng yuyu le arh?
adeline: is it.



our sedap durains!
(: (: (:

& we really see nightlife of geylang.
you guys should know what i mean.



band today.
joey didnt come, so i was alone.
):
ivy didnt come either, so library job was handed to me.


76 more days to concert!
(: (: (:
10 more saturdays practice before 28June.
(:


had light lunch with huda, muhd & weide before heading to meet OXIFIED.
happy birthday to renjie in advance.
bon voyage to derrick who is going to australia next week for his ns training.
bon voyage to my 4darlings ; rina nicole yvonne & jasy whom are going for their graduation trip to taiwan!


everyone was there except jiahao & jack.
it was such a nice reunion afterall, especially for me whom had been MIA for months.
opps!
but, i love my big family of friends.
(: (: (:


met Ahtek & Stan at Sumohouse for dinner.
went to bowl.
my 小红狼 is "sick" man!
maybe it doesnt suit the lanes condition.
): ): ):
somehow sticking to the old one.
didnt bowl well.
):
-sigh-


waited for Lingwei & co to finish their swiss concert.
swiss had their concert in sp convention.
so, we went home together.
it was like such a big group of SW-ians.
let me count who is present,
lingwei justina sheng geena eewen eeyan aiman elena songern azmil gera hamizah fareeza dexter jon fadlin fauzi & others.
(shyt my memory is failing!)


home sweet home.


saw a very nice done up of publication of the concert in Lingwei's blog.
hopefully she wont mind if i copy hers.
):
opps!
sorry xiaozhu!!
( i am trying to copy almost all her words except some!)

somehow,
i am so pissed off.
dont ask me why, i aint going to tell.
for now,
i dont wish to talk about it
i dont want to talk about it.
seriously i dont want to talk about it.



for what i know,
i am just not important.
i am never that important.
never to be THAT important.
for whoever to care.



read between the lines,
and you know what i mean.



somehow, i really need to cool down.
silence is the best solution.

a day out with sapphire & jiayi at sentosa.
(:

took the cable car, had a video done up.
shall load in the video later due to some uncivilised, sensor contents of ours.
LOL.
but anyway, hope my DEZIREEWONG loves it okay!?


we had skyride,we cycled.
we took 4840766 photos on the beach, like some lunatic girls.
jumping up & down.
bumped into Weehong & Dingwen on 2 different occasions.
!



okay, i shall let the photos to do the talking, if not i will be late in meeting Justina, Lingwei & Ivy.
(:



once again,
whoever missed out SW concert in 2004, who suppose to come and yet did not turn up till to some problems, PLEASE DO COME FOR THIS UPCOMING 28JUNE ONE OKAY! (:
pm me in msn about it. (:
& i will be going through my msn contacts to get whoever i am close with to go okayy!



the girls i hang out with yesterday.
jiayi.xinglin.yann.yongxin.xuewen


birthday girl asked us to do this.


(i am lazy to flip please!)
chiaxinglin & ME!



xuewen.yann.me.yongxin


ngxuewen & ME!



on our way home!



happy birthday in advance YANN!
do enjoy the BIG DAY with your MOMO!
so romantic lah!
flyer. dinner at raffles hotel.
& such a nice present.
well i wont say what is it, you have to wait till tuesday!
(: (:



and a little note for someone,
he should know who is he if he is reading this,
believe in yourself.

ashLOGY proudly to annouce,
sembwinds presents Sembawang 10th Anniversary Concert
28June 2008
Nanyang Girls' Auditorium
730pm
(:



it was such a busy week.
holidays leaving with only 1 pathetic week to go.
mygod.
did i even really seriously enjoy my 10weeks of holidays?
the answer is soooooooooooooooooooo real infact a BIG FAT NO!
not counting the 3weeks of OITP in, seriously i didnt do much of enjoying life like i used to.
work bowling alpha & others.
):
so at the bottom of this paragraph, i was thinking if i should quit this job which i had been working on for a year and 8months?
i asked around friends around me, and they keep the same answer.
-sigh-
without this job = no income = no money for bowling & my phonebill!
i know some of you guys are thinking that someone is willing to fork out money to take goodcare of me.
but please, HELLOS! i dont need that alright!




suppose to meet wormy at 6 at vivo
due to the heavy downpour, both of us were late, & mine was extremely late cus of the trafficjam at AYE.
kind of clever to take bus when i know he is going to be late & thinking taking my own sweet time to vivo is a nice thing to do.
but kind of dumb to realise it was peak hour.
and he reached earlier than me.
OPPS!
SORRY!


thanks to him that he is willing to accompany me to hunt down Yann's present.
& thanks to him that i finally come to VIVO after 5694097848 days of missing from there.
mygod!
Yann! your GUCCI BELT IS FAR WAY OUT MAN!
anyway, i told myself i am dying to get the caramel chocolates from candy empire.
& i did. (: (: (:
& i had my B&J icecream!
(:



went gym with Yann on friday morning.
jog/run for 2km
cycle for 2.4km
& others.
wasnt really much cus Yann was rushing down to J8 to buy her laptop.


was kind of rushing as we were suppose to go SMB for its 10th Anniversary.
let photos do the talking.


it was so dead.
no parade.
a speechday without parade was like DOTS.
and now anniversary without parade.
i was OMG.
was kind of dissapointed when band was not even mention during the whole prize ceromony.
like what they call the 10years journey of SMB
for the fact that, seems that only the school SAC chairman remembers us!
my GOD.
whatever.




them!

sapphire& the ever-shy jiayi



me & yann were so crazy over the balloons!


& this particular scene took place,
edwin was walking over to us with that bunch of balloons on hand.
me: edwin, i want!
edwin: not for you, it's for her
me: =\
sapphire: so direct! walaox.
yann: i dont want!


ok
whatever.



band today.
work today
was late again.
hais...........
the thoughts of mine running in circles.
i looked troubled
that is what he said to me days ago.
and now i am really troubled.
whatever.
shall take a single step at a time.

我最怕的;就是我们之间的距离.



i didnt sleep last night again.
was bringing the freshies out for nightwalk.
the game lasted for 6hours.
from dark to light.
(:
so manage to doze off only at 630am.


took couples of photos on board the boat to St John & some at the beach itself.
shall wait for Elsinta to send me. (: (:
we do have fun, dont we, my OITP mates who went.
well, only 10 out of the 15 of us went, and the rest are BE club people.
shu & i nearly dozed off while bringing the freshies from stations to stations.
MY GOD.


i miss my OITP-mates.
(: (:
i miss the weather in china too.
(: (: (:



met Yann for dinner just now.
we ended up bytching/gossiping at her house.
& i dont know why i started flipping through her room.
she got tons and tons of presents in her room.
& seriously, when i looked at her phone, I AM DYING FROM DIABETES SOON MAN!
edwin & her are soooooooooooooooooooo super duper uber SWEET CAN!?


as her birthday is drawing near.
so as-what-she-is-like, she always pester people for her present.
so i was kind of keeping mum about whatever i am buying for her or Sapphire is buying for her.
& her precious moments figures just caught my eye.

me: buy the precious moments _______ for my birthday leh.
yann: you buy for me something expensive then i buy for you.
me: the thing i buying for your birthday is very expensive. LOL
yann: like puma jacket.?
me: no.
yann: adidas jacket LAH!
me: no.
yann: whatever, you just buy one expensive present for me then i buy for you since i am working. Gucci belt okay!?
me: SIAO!



walked home alone.
thinking of what Yann told me & the little confidence level that Yann gave me.
(:
thanks girl.!
i started to think hard about it.
it flickered in my mind.

woolah.
i going for BE FO camp later at St John's Island.
soooooooooooo guys, dont miss me when i am away.
(: (: (:
be back tomorrow's afternoon.
(:


yet again,
another late hour home
lucky, mum&dad didnt nag at all.
cus i was home at 12am and not 2am or 3am.
RAH!


ytd training was hell out of nonsense for me.
sorry guys that i pull such a long black face at training.
):
bowl rather bad. infact not rather is VERY SUPER BAD.
ANYWAY, I GOT NEW BOYFRIEND!!!!
HIS NAME IS CALL 小红狼.
OK I AM NUTS.
ryan said, red wolf's chinese name is call 小狼.
sounds like siaolang to me, meaning crazy people.
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisssss.
was extreme pissed off when 小红狼 got stuck at the backend.
and it becomes X-小红狼.
RAH!
tracks of X were running over and over my 小红狼!
RAH!
thanks lester for cleaning it for me.
(: (: (:

小红狼 小红狼 小红狼 小红狼 小红狼 小红狼!
okay, i am nuts.


for the following content,
you people might think i am noob.
cus i finally know where is botak jones clementi.
dalbert suggested botakjones for dinner.
and one thing great, i never taste abit of it.
i was soooooooooooooooooooooooo bloated for god-knows-what-reasons.
my god!
the guys were happily munching away while i just drank water down.
so boring!


had to apologise to ahtek & stan.
i seriously dont know where you guys go after dinner, i mean after we came down from dalbert's house.
SORRY~
): ): ):


althought mum&dad didnt scold me for coming home late last night,
but something just _____ me. whatever the word that needs to fill in.
and because of that, i think i pissed stan off too.
to be exact, we pissed one another off last night.
whatever.
2 in 1, i got scolded/pissedoff/stress up.
for dontknow what f i cried over the phone. MY GOD. & even got this stupid idea, i want to quit too! I WANT QUIT!
oh f.
i am simply that pissed last night darn!
hate it when one side cant do well, and the other side starts to fall.
darn!



well,
i got to go.
hope everything is finely done up when i come back.
i hope.